Of course, I can’t resist pointing out that my muse is 

Melpomeni, and this meme is actually about characters – but with that aside….

MUSE THING PROMPT!

Tagged by many, but first by luxelen​.

Name of Your Muse: Adriwyn (as given by the orphanage – original name unknown)

One Picture You Like Best of Your Muse’s FC:

No FC – I’ve looked repeatedly, and there isn’t one that suits me.

Two headcanons that you have for your muse that you never told anyone.

1. Adri’s far more psycho than anyone seems to have picked up on. She’s not really as fluffy-cuddly-minded as most people think. Well, she is with those she likes, but it isn’t just hard luck that’s had her lose track of how many people she’s killed.

2. Adri flat-out doesn’t understand what other people think of when they think of “family”. She “gets” that you’re supposed to ask people about how their family is doing, and she do genealogies, but the closest matching concept in her head is “gang”.

Three things that your muse likes doing in their free time:

1. Reading.

2. Exercise (fighting training, gymnastics, etc.), if she hasn’t had enough already from actual fighting while out and about.

3. Doodling and then actually properly drawing up new jewellery designs.

Two things your muse regrets:

1. Messing up her relationship with Adilah (and thus also with Caileen). Not that it was entirely her fault, and intellectually she knows that, but some of it was, and it’s all very much unresolved emotional pain for her.

2. Not being the leader her troops needed her to be in Orr – no matter how much of that was their own prejudices. She feels she should have managed better despite that.

Two phobias your muse has:

Technically, she doesn’t have any phobias, though she does have PTSD, and other fears and anxieties that people sometimes mis-label as phobias. Two specific entries in that category, though….

1. Abandonment. She’s only actively walked away from one of her relationships. Everyone else has dumped her. The more entangled her life gets with those she loves, the worse it hurts when it happens again.

2. Being crippled – especially in combination with the above. This is getting a little better as she begins to have some fallback resources of her own, so she’s not as dependent on being able to fight for a living, but it’s still a big one in her psyche.

Tag ten people to do the same thing:

Everyone’s already been tagged several times by now. If you have other characters that haven’t been done, you could consider yourself re-tagged.