āItās cheesy, I know, but⦠Alexandria and Mirex⦠well, I canāt be with someone like I am with them if thatās not part of it. There are others Iād put up there, lovers or not, like Midna and Alyssia. It starts to get fuzzy onĀ āhow close are we really?ā after that. Which feels unfair to many that Iām stopping there, but some people thinkĀ ābestā is exclusive, instead of… like a degree of closeness, anyway.ā
Tag: character development
A Love Interest?
The small, showy-haired woman laughs, though it only sort of touches her eyes.Ā āWell, I have two lovely sweethearts of formal record, and a heart thatās very hard to tame – though now that Iām with Mirex and Alexandria, I have stoppedĀ ālookingā. Over time, as I get dumped – again – Iām expect Iāll be down to just those two. My biggest⦠hmm⦠guilty temptation, I might say, since I tried hard not to flirt at her⦠just got engaged, and her fiancee is also at least a former assassin, so⦠sheās even safer from me now than before.ā She chuckles, shaking her head.Ā āSo, yes, too many, but trying to settle down.ā
šæ – An Enemy
Adriwyn raises a brow, then chuckles softly as she lowers it again.Ā āI have quite the list of those who donāt remember, or think theyāve got away with something⦠but of those who know that theyāre my enemy? Either I donāt know yet, or theyāre dead. Now, itās possible Iām acquiring others as well that I donāt know by name, or canāt just eliminate – especially those Iām, so to speak, inheriting from association with you, darlinā.ā She flashes a cheeky grin briefly.Ā āBut as for my personal ones⦠thatās how it stands these days.ā
š¼ – A Child (Theirs or Not)
It was really hard to tell whether her smile reached her eyes, thanks to that glowing, but her smile seemed soft enough to be genuine, despite the dry chuckle that accompanied it.Ā āAt my age, dearie, youĀ count, more or less, you know.ā She shakes her raven mane, giving a small sweep of her hand as well as though dismissing the notion.
āI keep taking in the broken, as well as some actual children. And of course, your little Adriwyn was both when I first met her. Victoria and Orchid⦠both broken enough to be counted as children when I first met them⦠though your Mirex has done Tori a world of good. Sheās progressing nicely.
āStill, probably not what you meant. And my apprentice before Orchid was seventeen, or said she was. Not that much of a child, either, hmm?ā She laughs, though this one definitely doesnāt reach her eyes.
āMy nieces and nephew are the real children in my life, though I donāt see much of them. My immediate family is⦠disturbed at how Iām such a throw-back to our ancestry in the Old House, Iām afraid. I do believe I rather frighten them.ā
A simple, if poorly scrawled letter. “I don’t know you that well, but I’m coming back to the Reach for a few days.. and I’m wondering if you’d be able to put me up for it. If you’re willing, I’ll be outside that shop of yours, two days hence. ~Rose”
Blinking at the unexpected note, Adriwyn blinked, then realised which Rose that had to mean, and a smile grew on her face, one which quickly reached her eyes. She quickly got to her desk and inked a reply.
Dear Rose,
Iāll be more than happy to put you up, though I no longer live in the Reach. But the waypoint here in the Ascalon Settlement is convenient for such travel, and Iāll happily spot you a few silver for its use if youāre short just to be sure you have our sturdy roof over your head.
Iāll try to meet you at whatās left of the shop, though be warned – last I saw it, it still had my blood-stains on the door. Itās a long story, best told over drink.
If Iām not there, and you can get to the Settlement, ask the Seraph there for directions to the Jardin-Valdis estate, and tell the door-guard who you are. Heāll be expecting you. Still, Iāll try to be there.
Yours,
Adriwyn
Adri runs down the stairs and through the halls into the centre portion of the estate, where she finds her cousin.Ā āVal! Do we have any rum?ā
Favorite indulgence and feelings surrounding indulging
The small, snowy-haired woman stops, blinks, then gives a soft, bitter laugh.Ā āWallowing in self-pity, I suppose. Itās what Iām best at, really.ā She sighs, shaking her head.
āProbably not the sort you meant⦠but⦠what other people indulge themselves in⦠Iām not used enough to having. I donāt much like sweets. People keep giving them to me, and, well, raspberry, lime, pineapple, omnomberry⦠tart flavours that donāt cloy me so quickly. But even then, it doesnāt take much and Iām done. I just donāt eat much, anyway, nor want to.ā
She shrugs one shoulder and paces a little.Ā āReading, maybe? I mean, I did go from illiterate gutter-snipe to Magister in the Priory rather quickly once I finally started to learn in earnest. Oh! No, even thatās probably not what youāre really after.ā
Turning, she eyes her questioner.Ā āWell, you did ask, but still⦠this one didnāt occur to me because of how much Iāve had sweethearts who were ⦠enough like me in this regard. But, really, sex would be my main indulgence. And so long as Iām not neglecting anything – or anyone – I shouldnāt be, Iām happy enough about that.ā
“How do you feel about Rose?”
āRose⦠which oneā¦? Oh! The lovely and mysterious Miss Ambrose!ā She smiles, with a small hint of a shiver.Ā āIntriguing, alluring, fun⦠liked her a lot. Wished Iād got to know her better than I did. I hope sheās actually still around somewhere, and Iāve just not been running into her any more. Iād like to run into her again, for that matter. I only keep sayingĀ āwasā and the like because itās been so long. Sheās good to talk to, and good to drink with, at the very least.ā
Black – Their fears/phobias?
Adriwyn blinks, then chuckles dryly.Ā āNow thatās getting awfully personal for someone who isnāt sleeping with me.ā She sighs softly, pacing a little as she considers the question more seriously.
āThere are a lot of little fears⦠but my overall reaction to those is to get angry, so I guess those only count as irritations. Big fears⦠probably two. I used to think there were more, but⦠some are related. Like, being too crippled to be of any use to anyone⦠thatās just an example from one of the big two. Not sure how to describe that one, though⦠maybe, being hopelessly helpless. Having no way to do anything to help myself out of something. Like that example of being too crippled, or the times⦠well, never mind. But there have been times.ā
She sighs heavily, settling to a sort of perch against the side of the desk.Ā āAnd the other⦠which also gets triggered by thatĀ ācrippledā example, come to think of it⦠is being abandoned. Being all alone again, and having to start over yet another time. Iām⦠Iām not sure I could deal with it again.ā
Yellow for Adri
āHappyā¦? What makes me happy?ā She ponders a bit, tapping her cheek.Ā āThere are times when Iām not sure I even know thatĀ āhappyā is⦠but even then, Alex breaks through⦠though at other times⦠hmm. I suppose, most of the time, itās small kindnesses, or just enough pleasant company and being able to forget enough of my worries and tensions for a while. Of course, sometimes that only gets toĀ ācomfortableā, too⦠depends. Not sure I really know how to describe what it takes to bridge that difference for me.ā
Red; Their opinion on love?
āLove⦠is something that a lot of people seem to have ideas about, and only some of them agree with each other.ā She sighs.Ā āAnd I suppose Iām moreĀ āout thereā in my own thinking, by some standards.ā She shrugs.
āBut, while there I think there are different kinds of love, and you can feel more than one of them for a person at the same time⦠each one pretty much either isĀ there, or it isnāt. Thatās why I donāt ever tell someoneĀ āI love you so muchā or the like, but onlyĀ āI love you.āā