(( The story continues in the graveyard of the Ascalon Settlement after the death of the former Baron Nicholi Valdis. ))
Mirex has a splitting headache when she awakes the following morning. Almost noon, really. She feels drained and weakened still as she lies naked, apparently in her tent. She slowly rolls her head back and forth to keep her vision from swimming too much as she looks about to try and get her bearings.
A soft giggle greets her motion. ‘G’mornin’, love. Need some willow-bark tea? I have the makings, though I haven’t brewed it up yet.’ Adri was lying next to her, still almost fully armoured, or perhaps she was that way again. The mix of shadow magic and illusion on it was still something to make the eyes crawl, with the partial illumination in the shaded tent.
Mirex smiles wanly at her beloved, although as soon as her eye catches the disconcerting armor, she winces and feels her head swim, and she squeezes her eyes shut to look away, “Yes, darling… I think that’d be lovely,” she murmurs amid a groan that was almost a whimper.
‘On it, then, love. And sorry for what I’m sure the enchantment is doing to your eyes, but… well, if Valdis had any friends, I needed to be sure. Still a good idea, until we know I can remove it. Getting this back to normal will be some work, at that.’ She fusses with some device that she probably liberated from an Inquest lab at some point, and pours some water into a ceramic mug, setting up for tea-making once the device heats the water enough. ‘Gran kept watch until dawn, to let me sleep.’
“Mmm…that was kind of her,” she murmurs, keeping her eyes closed for now. It helped with the dizziness, if not necessarily the headache. “My Countess… will you kiss me?” she asks as she listens to the sounds of Adri getting the tea ready. “Did you sleep all right? You didn’t sleep in that armor did you?!”
With a soft giggle, Adri kisses her sweetheart, then nuzzles her cheek as she softly answers. ‘Sorry to disappoint you, love, but I did. I don’t care how capable Gran and her friends are when it comes to keeping mortal flesh intact.’ The device behind her was humming oddly, but it didn’t seem to be causing the white-haired woman any alarm.
Mirex does her best to nuzzle back. “Mmm… that’s all right my Countess… better safe then sorry.” She sighs happily, bringing a hand up to find Adri’s face a moment while keeping her eyes shut. It definitely helped. “You were beautiful last night. Lady Adrielle must be very proud of you. I know I am.”
A giggle and nuzzling into that hand greet the gesture. ‘I was beautiful then, hmm? But today it’s too hard to look at me. I see how it is.’ She’s quite amused, teasing just because she can. ‘But thank you, love. Gran did seem rather pleased, as things go.’
“It’s that armor you’re wearing, my darling, otherwise I wouldn’t be able to stop looking at you, headache or not.” She caresses Adri’s cheek now that she’s found it. “You acted as a Countess should. Justly. He didn’t deserve thr torments you might have put him through. If I wasn’t Shining Blade I’d be swearing my fealty to you, my darling.”
Adri giggles softly, kissing and nuzzling Mirex’s hand. ‘Let’s not go raising my banner just yet, love. And I have to disagree a little. He deserved all the torments I could imagine for him, and more. But for me to deliver them would have served no purpose but to stain my spirit, dragging me toward his level of being.’
“Hmm… just so. Perhaps I’ll amend what I said to he didn’t deserve your torments from your own hand. You are better then he was for that, my sweet Adriwyn.” She traces Adri’s kissing lips with her fingers. “Kiss me again. And then lets get me upright somehow so we can finish here and go home to our Alex. I think I’m going to insist on some time off for a bit.”
‘It would be nice to have you with us, love.’ She kisses the redhead again, lingeringly. ‘But hold a moment before we get you upright. The tea will be ready soon, and if you give it a few minutes, you’ll be a lot more fit for moving around.’ She turns, deactivating the device and dropping an infuser into the mug. ‘About two minutes of steeping. Then, given you’ve not eaten in a while, probably five minutes after you drink it before it starts to help.’
“Hm… I will obey, my Countess…” she murmurs, lying back again. Hesitantly she pries her eyes open, though she’s careful not to look at Adri and her armor, however much she wanted to. “I might need the ghost’s help one more time. The Baron has likely left hexes and nasty enchantments in place on the things we need. I’ll try with just my power but… I’m very tired.”
‘I had a talk with the Seraph sergeant. They’re keeping the buildings under guard. Nobody goes in and out but us, or someone I authorise. We can wait until dark, when the ghosts can help more easily. Or at least get the tea in you and get you fed, and see how you’re doing then.’
“Hm… good idea. I suppose we should have that sergeant in here. Or at least the garrison commander. If they haven’t sent word yet to the Reach about what happened here, we should use them to do so. Will you ask them here once the tea is done, beloved?”
‘Hmm. If we get you covered up in something. It’s a little cozy in here for that otherwise.’ She giggles, nuzzling her sweetheart again, then turns to remove the infuser from the mug. ‘Your tea is ready, but be careful. It’s pretty hot.’ She helps Mirex sit up, and offers her the mug.
The redhead props herself up on what she could. Clothes and armor stolen from the local barracks, mainly, “I suppose I should look somewhat dignified when giving orders,” she agrees with a giggle as she holds the hot tea in her hands. “I think I have a blanket around here somewhere, if you’d help with that.” She’s closed her eyes again as Adri has helped her sit up, the movement enough to make her head spin again without adding the eye bending armor.
‘You get that tea in you, and I’ll help you cover up enough for that, and see who’s in charge enough at this time of day. That sergeant of last night is one of Valeria’s troops, and was quite nice to deal with.’
“Hm, he’ll do if the garrison commander isn’t about. I did sort of destroy a sizable chunk of one of the houses here with no warning, after all. Probably should explain that so they can calm the people here.” She nurses the cup of tea, blowing on it before sipping a bit while Adri sorted out how best to over her nakedness.
Searching the items Mirex had been sleeping on, Adri finds a uniform top of a reasonable size, as well as two blankets. ‘This should do for now. I really need to learn how to keep shadows out of my illusions. Or at least start making some enchanted tokens for outfits.’
Mirex giggles. “We can practice that when we’re home if you like, dearest. You might ask Lady Adrielle, too. She seems a bit more familiar with your brand of magic. I know Revenants are becoming more common but it’s a school I’m not as familiar with, I’m afraid.”
‘Mhm. Seems she’s spent her time in the Mists learning things, when she wasn’t keeping on eye on things here. But she’ll probably run out of energy sooner than I’d like, and I can’t keep bugging Aly for help talking with my Gran.’ She sighs, shaking her head. ‘Well, your complexion is almost looking normal now. Let’s get these on you, and I’ll go find a ranking Seraph.’
“We’ll sort it out,” she assures Adri, closing her eyes again against her lover’s armor, which still made her feel a bit nauseous, although the tea was doing wonders for her headache, and she sips more of it as she wriggles about to allow the blankets to be draped over her. When Adri insisted, she set the tea aside to have the shirt slipped over her head.
‘I’m sure they’ll react better to the uniform, love, than blankets, even if it’s not a Blade uniform. Part of dealing with people who take orders is giving them reason to take yours.’ She gently sets the cup aside while getting the shirt on her. After, she returns the tea and re-settles the blankets.
“Yes, I suppose you’re right.” She accepts the tea back and takes another sip. “Alright, darling, lets get this ovr with. Please find the garrison commander or that sergeant.”
‘All right, but… you haven’t reported in what happened? Does that take too much out of you for you to do yet?’ While she’s waiting for an answer, she is up in a crouch, ready to leave their tent.
“Hm? Oh, I’ll let Cristian know what’s happened as son as we’re done with the Seraph here. He’ll get all bent out of shape if I haven’t handled the PR before reporting in. Loose ends make him grouchy.” She giggles at that.
‘Ah. I see. All right.’ She chuckles softly as she steps out and stands, heading out of the graveyard and down the hill, exchanging greetings with those guarding the buildings, and stopping in at the barracks. She returns in a bit with another Seraph. ‘Exemplar, this is Lieutenant Marie Chalmers. Lieutenant, Exemplar Lady Mirex Eskara.’
Mirex looks up from her empty tea cup, settling it in her lap as she took measure of the lieutenant and saluted from her makeshift bed. “Well met Lieutenant Chalmers,” she greets the other woman warmly.
Chalmers salutes and stands at stiff formality after. ‘Thank you, Exemplar. The Countess said you have requests for us?’
“I do lieutenant, but first I’d like to apologize for the damage caused to your town, and the lack of warning about it. I’m afraid Baron Valdis was a powerful Mesmer and White Mantle adherent who’d used diverse compulsions and hexes on the mind of the residents here in the Settlement, including his own kin, his nieces, whom I have moved to safe custody. I couldn’t risk the Baron becoming aware of my presence and the trap I was laying for him in case he’d gotten to you or some of your men. Please accept my apology for that.”
Chalmers nods stiffly. ‘Thank you, Exemplar.’
“I would also like to commend your sergeant, though I’m afraid I don’t know his name. Countess Jardin can point him out. He was most helpful in the aftermath last night and kept a level head.” She inclines her head to the Seraph. “And now to business. The deaths of the Cardiff and Jardin families here in the Settlement can be laid at Nicholi Valdis’ feet. For that and for being White Mantle, he was executed. Have you sent any word as yet to the capitol?”
‘No, ma’am. Lieutenant Mays and I had been discussing the content of such a message, but we felt that waiting for your input might be advisable.’
“Excellent. I appreciate your thoughtfulness Lieutenant. Please convey what I have told you concerning the nature of the Baron, and what transpired. It was a Shining Blade operation under High Exemplar Cristian Eskara’s command. Please see that a copy of your letter to the Captains makes its way to his desk as well, at the palace. Pending approval by the Master Exemplar and Her Majesty, Lady Valeria Valdis will inherit Nicholi Valdis’ title and estates. Further, pending the recovery of official documentation as legal proof, Lady Adriwyn here will be granted her family’s title and rights as Countess Jardin. It will be Her prerogative on whether she exercises those rights or not. Please also indicate that the Shining Blade will cover the costs of collateral damage to the estate of Baroness Valdis, and the township of Ascalon Settlement. I’ll be remaining another day, maybe two, to go through the Valdis estate to recover any legal proof of Lady Adriwyn’s claims, as well as any leads concerning the Baron’s White Mantle connections.”
Chalmers salutes smartly, nodding, and looking a bit more approving, despite the reserve behind which she tries to mask things. ‘Thank you, Exemplar. That will help greatly.’
Adri finally comments, ‘Derek James. That’s the sergeant who had such a level head last night. You probably already knew that, but figured I’d make sure. Feel free to send a runner if you need me for anything, but I’m sure you’ve plenty to do without my getting in your way.’
The Seraph officer cracks a small smile as she salutes again. ‘Thank you, Countess.’ She turns part-way, splitting the difference betwee them again. ‘By your leave, then?’
“Yes, thank you most kindly, Lieutenant.” Mirex salutes the woman again from her resting place.
“Oh! Lieutenant… I almost forgot. The assassin, Reg. Is he still alive?”
Adri nods her approval to the Seraph, who turns back at the added question.
‘He was last I heard, Exemplar. Sergeant James reported that the Countess saw to examining his injuries and splinting up what could be, but she advised against trying to move him too much.’ She looks toward Adri.
‘Aye. A wagon ride might well finish him off, and he’s beyond what mere surgery can do. He really needs either magical healing or… well, I don’t really like to say it, despite what his shooting has done to me in the past, but letting him linger without that healing is cruelty.’
Chalmers nods, trying not to show her curiosity about when he’d been shooting at a countess.
“I see. From what little I’ve heard about him, I’m not sure he’ll be spared the Baron’s fate if he is healed, but he may have important information. Please keep him alive as best you can until I can have a chat with him. Is he lucid at all, Lieutenant?”
‘Not yet, ma’am. He’s barely been able to take water without choking on it – which considering the Countess’s medical report to Sergeant James listed broken ribs would be rather bad for him. We’ll send a runner if he does start to seem lucid.’
“Thank you. If he dies, i’d also like to be informed.” She didn’t sound terribly concerned on whether he lived or not as she once again saluted the Seraph.
‘Of course, Exemplar.’ She salutes smartly, about-faces, and marches away.
When she thinks the Seraph is out of earshot, Adri comments, ‘It was hard to just examine his injuries and not help him die. Partly because I’m not sure even magical healing is going to be good enough for him.’ She sighs, shaking her head.
“From the little I heard from Val and Tori… I don’t think it’ll be a great loss if he does. It would be nice to see if maybe he has any useful information though. Although, I’m not sure I’m up to that, at present.” She smiles sheepishly. “It was incredible to be able to do what I did last night… and with such ease. But it takes a lot out of you….”
Adri nods with another soft sigh. ‘I’m sure it does, love. I’m… Gran didn’t need to feed me much power, so I’m not sure what shape I’d be in, even though it’s… in the family, so to speak, and using that kind of power is more my kind of magic, it seems. But even the river’s channels get worn away by the floods. In any case, Reg will either die, or keep long enough, and we can just deal with either, I think.’
“I agree. He’s no threat to you in any case. All we need now is proof of who we know you are now.” She still finds it hard to look at Adri’s armor, but the tea has helped considerably, so she beckons her lover to her. “Is there anything special on the menu, dear one?” she giggles impishly.
‘Just some sandwiches, love. At least for now, sorry to say. I won’t poison you with my cooking, and, well, this armour helps to keep the soldiers and other townsfolk looking at me as a real Countess with some authority. Once they’re all in that habit, maybe I can dress down a little.’ She takes a seat beside Mirex, nuzzling her a little as she speaks.
“Pity… it’s not very comfy, even minus the spikey bits,” she complains half playfully as she nuzzles back, caressing Adri’s cheek with her lips. Not quite kisses but not just nuzzles. “I understand your point though, my love.”
‘It’s rather better on the inside, love.’ She giggles softly. ‘But then, given what I paid to have it made, it better be.’ She sets the empty cup aside and wraps her arms around Mirex, armour or no. ‘Thank you, love. And do you want one of the sandwiches now?’
“Hm… in a moment. I want this first.” Her shirt helped with the armor, and she settled into Adri’s embrace, kissing the smaller woman. “How have you and Alex been?”
Kissing back happily, she chooses to think her replies rather than break off the kiss. <Pretty well, love, though it’s time Alex hears from us that nothing bad happened during the night and we’re fine.>
She smirks a bit into their kiss and enjoys the taste of Adri’s mouth while using their other method of communication. <I’m glad. We should let Alex know we’re all right though. Alex, darling! Are you up, dear one?>
<I’m awake, I have been for a while. I spent a few hours watching Amelia last night. She woke me up around five fussing though. Have there been any developments? How is Mirex?>
<With some willow-bark tea in her now, Mirex is doing pretty well, so long as she doesn’t look too hard at my armour. And I’m glad you got some sleep, love. Otherwise, she’s done some community relations with the local Seraph, as have I, and once dusk rolls in and we have ghostly help again, we’ll be looking into the estates, at least to void the traps.>
<I’m tired but I’m alright, Alex. As Adri says, we’ve got some loose ends to finish with here so it’ll be another day or two, then we’ll be home. I love you, my darling.>
<I love you too Mirex, please come home soon. I can’t tell you how much I miss you and have been thinking about you. And both of you stay safe tonight, I don’t want any bad news.>
<Gran doesn’t want any bad news, either, love. We’ll be careful, and have help at being careful.>
<I miss you too, my Alex. I’ll be careful and be home with Adri soon.>
‘Mmm. Let’s get you that sandwich, hmm? And then maybe nap, or… well, it depends on how you feel, and how much you want to do without ghostly help.’
“A sandwich would be lovely, Adri. And since I can’t pry you out of that armor… I suppose we’ll just have to nap. The rest is probably a better idea in any case since I really should ty and avoid using the ghosts further….” She sighs wistfully, and relaxes as best she can into her makeshift pillows propping her up.
With a dry chuckle, Adri pushes herself up again and gets into her supplies. ‘Now that we might have the locals more friendly, I might be willing to shed the armour until we go into the buildings. I don’t expect the Seraph got all the probably dominated servants to leave, and the armour might also be good against some traps.’ She returns with one of the sandwiches she’d had Nathan make for her, holding it out for Mirex to take.
“Oh, I’m just teasing, darling. I understand if you feel better with the armor on.” She smiles gratefully as she accepts the sandwich, and takes a bite. That bite reminds her how hungry she is, and she groans softly in happy contentment as she takes another bite, “So good…” she murmurs amid a mouthful.
She chuckles softly, getting another out for herself, this one a bit smaller. ‘Aye, Nathan does make some good food. I’d still rather eat what Aly makes, but, well, that wasn’t practical to arrange.’ She seats herself next to her sweetheart and starts nibbling.
“Mmm…still better then the soldier’s rations I was pilfering,” she comments right before nother big bite and another contented sound as she leans against Adri. “You’re a life saver”
She giggles, finishing her current bite. ‘I’m sure those rations weren’t quite that bad – unless you mean I saved someone else’s life because you were going to kill them for their breakfast!’ She musses Mirex’s hair affectionately as she takes another bite.
“I’m a delicate flower,” Mirex sniffs playfully, “I require better then army fare.” She giggles impishly. “It wasn’t really that bad, but this is definitely better.” She grins broadly at her hair being mussed as she takes another bite, chewing happily.
‘A delicate flower, eh? Good thing I brought water, too, then. Guess I’ll just have to drink the booze.’ She giggles more.
She scrunches her face, “Oooh, that’s not fair. It’s bad form to drink on the job.” She sulks a moment, then eyes Adri thoughtfully, “What sort did you bring?”
‘Mm? I have brandy for actual drinking, and fire-whiskey for medicinal purposes – or torturing prisoners if I’m desparate, I suppose. It’s too strong for drinking. Afraid I’m out of rum. Used that flask for water this time.’ She smirks, and it’s not clear how much she’s teasing.
Mirex laughs fondly. “Maybe a drop of brandy in another cup of tea, if you wouldn’t mind, darling. and water, I suppose. I’m terrible about staying hydrated at times like these. Cristian had to save me once from dehydration. Gave me all sort of hell for it.” Her lips twist briefly in embarrassed guilt and a touch of fondness.
‘All right. I’ll activate the stove again, and you get water while the other mug heats up.’ Her actions matched her words, already starting the contraption up and pouring into cups. ‘And I had to learn about hydration the hard way myself. It’s hard to keep it in mind when focussed on a mission.’
“Hm… it got hard as a Blade. With the Vanguard, you had your whole battalion looking out for you. Schedules and such. They ate, I ate. The Blade you’re alone. Maybe a few comrades to watch your back. But it’s so differet, so focused, I started forgetting about those little details.”
‘Ah. Well… with my one adventuring company, I suppose I got looked out for that way, but that didn’t last long. Been mostly alone when in action. And most of the water in Orr wasn’t potable anyway.’ She sighs, trying to push the memories back again, looking at Mirex to help with that. ‘And when you’re the only one watching out for you – well, “time to eat” and “time to drink” aren’t what I manage to think about.’ She hands over the cup of water. It’s a little cooler than the ambient temperature, but not much.
“I know what you mean,” Mirex replied, smiling gratefully as she accepted the water. “I never fought in Orr. They had me buried in the palace by then, destroying minds. At least I could remember to eat, but usually I couldn’t. Not in the beginning, anyway. Still can’t sometimes, after an interrogation. I’m not sure what’s worse – what you can find in people’s minds, or what they’re like after I’m done with them.” She shivers as she drinks, despite the water not really being all that cold.
‘I’m sorry, love.’ She reaches over to caress Mirex’s cheek softly. ‘At least there’s a point to it. Unlike physical torture, where the information is almost never accurate.’
“Oh… it’s accurate. The information I find is always accurate…. Sometimes I wish one of them would find a way to lie to me. Then maybe they’d let me go. Let me do something different. I saw horrors fighting the Charr. Those beasts are twice our size, and living weapons to boot. They don’t need swords or armor, or their infernal machines. They do just fine with claws and teeth. Even finding my comrades’ gnawed bones in the cook pots though… that pales to what I do to people.” She takes another sip, then forces a smile s she flushes guiltily. “Forgive me beloved. I’m rambling. Don’t mind me. And you don’t need to hear such things.”
‘I’m sorry, love.’ She slides over, leaving the little stove to do its thing as she wraps her armoured arms gently around her lover. ‘I think maybe I did need to know that it tears at you like that. Just to know, and to understand.’
“I hate what I do, Adri. What I do to people, even if they are White Mantle and utterly terrifying to me, is every Mesmer’s worst nightmare. Harm our bodies all you like. Insanity scares a Mesmer most. It’s far worse then just sticking a sword in someone.”
‘Aye. I can see how that would be. And to think I wanted to run away and join the circus when I was li… younger. Now… I’m thinking maybe you should train me to take your place if it bothers you that much.’
Mirex laughs fondly. “I appreciate the offer, dearest, but your connection and magic seem to be of the Mists, not mesmerism. Sure, you’ll be able to dabble, at at the end of the day you wont be able to do what I do. Be as powerful as I am at it. Nothing against you, that’s just basic laws of magic. The gods separated the schools of magic for a reason. While those barriers are blurred now compared to ancient times, they still exist. You’d have to give up the talents you are using now if you were to learn what I know, and commit to being a Mesmer.”
Adri shrugs. ‘I’m late to the party, as they say, but the gods didn’t separate the schools, according to Gran. She grew up learning magic a different way entirely. But it would take me a long time, I’m sure. Too long to be of any real help, probably.’ She checks the stove. Not quite hot enough yet.
“Hm… no offense to Lady Adrielle, but she might want to review the records in the Priory concerning the bloodstones,” she remarked. “In any case, it would take you many life times to study all the forms of magic and come even close to mastering them all. We live long enough for mastery of one, if we work hard. You seem to draw from the Mists naturally, more than you do Mesmerism. Best to stick with what comes most naturally then try to do it all. I knew a couple students among the Collective that burnt their talents out of themselves for trying.”
‘Those schools of magic, love, aren’t the ones people talk about today. And that’s what she was talking with me about. Necromancy versus Mesmerism, for example.’ She shrugs, and checks the stove again. ‘But as to time taken to master? Yes, it would take years, and the four ancient types of magic that were separated would matter. Not that I’m looking for all types of magic, anyway – only some basic grounding in the things I do by accident, really. I figured out how to enchant wards for myself precisely because I do have some level of accidental Mesmerism – and that left me even more vulnerable than the average person.’ She turns off the stove and puts the infuser into the mug.
Mirex purses her lips thoughtfully. “Maybe it wouldn’t hurt to teach you a few things, then. The Collective generally frowns upon it, since it’s dangerous for a caster to wield spells from multiple disciplines at once, but you seem to do that without trying to. You’ve never had formal education though. Maybe that will help you so you aren’t leaving shadow magic in everything.”
‘That would be nice.’ She smiles a bit, keeping her eye on the steeping tea. ‘I mean, taking your place so you don’t have to do that work any more is… just a pipe dream. I know that, even if I don’t like it. It would be nice not to be so… clumsy with what I can sort of do, though.’
“Well, I’ll help you with what I can, as far as your enchantments and such go. You do have a gift there. Cristian might be better for your shadow magic though, or Yuki. Cristian uses his in the way of shadow arts, while Yuki is a full necromancer. He has a skill or two that crosses over into that realm, though. Maybe he can help you with controlling the blending aspect.” She smiles softly at her lover from her makeshift bed, reaching out to lightly touch her cheek and play with her snowy hair while Adri minded the tea.
She smiles sadly, nuzzling her lover’s hand. ‘I… don’t know how to ask for that kind of help, love. Especially not from people who have no real reason to help me that way.’
“I’d say because you asked them is real reason enough, beloved. We’re your friends, after all. You’re supposed to call on your friends hen you need help.” She giggles and taps Adri’s nose in playful admonishment.
Adri flushes a little, and checks the steeping progress again. ‘I don’t know whom to expect that soft of thing from, though. You, Alex, Aly… a few others, but that’s all the ones I know I can call that kind of friend, and who can teach me anything – that I know of, anyway.’ She finally removes the infuser from the mug and pours about a thimbleful of brandy into it. ‘That much good, or a little more?’
“Plenty, thank you, Adri. I shouldn’t drink at all on the job, but a brandy right now sounded divine so we’re compromising.” She giggles impishly. “Well, I’m telling you there are more. Since we’re living with Father, you can ask anyone in the house. Father trained me, after all, and is even powerful enough to practice chronomancy, although he’s spent decades studying to be able to. We’re family.
"And I know how it frightens you, but…you are part of that now. My family. You, me, and Alex. And by extension everyone at home.”
‘That… is still a lot for me to take in, love.’ She hands the mug over, holding it carefully so that neither of them gets scalded. ‘And even young as I am, I’m not still a child, which would make it easier to be someone needing teaching or other help. And, well, when it comes down to it, I don’t really understand the whole notion of “family”. In terms of genealogy, sure, but… the closest referent I really have is “gang”, and that only gets me so far.’
“Well, a gang is kinda in the ball park. Family is just less violent. Well, usually. It’s all right, darling. We’ll take it slow. I know Alex is still recovering from Minthe, so I’m not quite buying her familial sentiments yet, and you aren’t one to settle down. Which is fine!” she adds hurridly. “But… yeah, we’ll make it work somehow.”
‘Well, our first day back in the Refuge, I took her on a bit of a tour, up to where my office is. There’s a place up there that was still set up for a wedding. We both looked at it and wondered whether – and where – we could get a priest that would do a ceremony for three brides. So, while I appreciate your willingness to take it slowly, don’t sell either of us too short, love.’ She settles beside her lover again and nuzzles her shoulder. ‘And I know “gang” has been close enough, especially for most of the noble families I’ve had the… pleasure to observe. But it’s becoming rather clear that it doesn’t work for a real family.’
Mirex blinks a moment in surprise about the chapel or shrine or whatever the Roses had, and she slipped an arm about Adri’s shoulders, armor or no, “I didn’t realize you two would actually want that… I mean, we talked about it a bit but….” she trails off, “I guess it’s just hard for me. You have… others, and I still haven’t forgiven Alex from before. So it’s hard to trust her….” She chewed her lip nervously, “It would be nice though… to be together.”
‘I know I’m … different that way, love. But… with you two, I’ve stopped looking. Well, I mean, I’ll still notice a pretty lass, of course. If that stops, I’ve probably stopped breathing, too. But that’s not what I mean.’
Mirex giggles with a faint blush, “I know what you mean, don’t worry. I still surprise myself, when I realize I’m checking out a girl… but I like to. Not just for fashion now, but because I… want them. Just to see what they’re like, though. How I feel about you and Alex is different, and I’d be happy with just the two of you. Doesn’t mean we can’t admire though, hm?” She blinks a moment. “So wait… does that mean you’ve stopped seeing others now…?”
‘I… darling, the same thing in me that… has me saying “this is enough” with you and Alex… is also why I can’t just dump someone.’ She sighs, knowing this isn’t going to go over as well, and trying to make it as pleasant as she can while sticking to the truth. ‘Of course, as used as I am to being dumped, I expect that there will eventually not be any others… but until then, I have to be as fair as I can to them, too, love.’
Mirex’s lips compress for a moment. Her blue-green eyes hold a bit of irritation and hurt, and she nods once in silence, stopping any words she had with a sip of brandy infused tea as she looks away from Adri toward the tent entrance.
Adri sighs, keeping it slow and quiet, and nibbles on her lip. ‘I know that’s hard to hear, love, and I’m sorry. Maybe I’m wrong, but I think lying to you would be worse.’
The redhead’s jaw tightens as she musters words. “It would. I appreciate your honesty.” Her voice was tight with control. “We’re three… so fidelity in the usual sense would be… unfair to ask. But a Charr ….” She couldn’t say charr without it being a snarl. “I don’t understand. Why? They’re beasts. How does that even work !? At least Norn or Sylvari are humanoid but…” she shakes her head and makes a sound of disgust. “It wouldn’t bother me nearly as much if not for… that.”
She sighs heavily, pursing her lips a bit as she thinks, then giving over to biting her lip again before finally finding some words. ‘Your history has you trying to see charr as beasts, even though that’s not objectively true. Mine… on the whole, humans have treated me worse than the charr ever have. Yes, some charr – far too many! – who do not have the excuse of being beasts, but were actual thinking beings, chose to do such inexcusable things as you experienced and witnessed. Some men chose to do things to me and to other gutter-snipes in the streets of the Reach at night. And some charr have chosen to feed me and clothe me when I needed it. I don’t believe my experiences are any less valid than yours.’
“Oh I’ve met the occasional exception to the rule among Charr. But on a whole, they are beasts. They drove us from our lands, and have tried their damnedest to annihilate us for over two hundred years since then. Humanity has its share of bad apples, yes, but they can be brought to justice. How do you make an entire race pay for centuries of slaughter? I support the treaty because I would see peace for Ascalon, and we need the Charr’s machines. But I will never trust them, and for a human to lay with one…” she shudders. “Evienne has too, and it makes my flesh creep. How does it even work? All that fur and claws and…” she almost gags in her disgust.
Adri shakes her head sadly. ‘Those humans are not often brought to justice, either, and never will be. And as to how it works… it’s about the same as with a norn, really.’ She seems to be holding back more, and keeping as calm as she can, which is at least a very good semblance.
“Maybe I’ll request a command and change that so they face justice…” she murmurs. She wrestles with her personal aversions for a moment more, then curls toward Adri, tucking the smaller woman under her chin and holding her in her arms, armor and all. “I truly am sorry I am not more…understanding about it, Adri. Believe it or not…I try. And as much as I want to… I won’t tell you not to see her. You’re a free woman. I just want what I can have of you… whatever you are willing to give me. You know you already have whatever you want of me. My heart, body, and soul are yours whenever you want them. I love you, Adriwyn. Please forgive me….” She nestled her cheek in Adri’s hair as she held her tight.
Adri cranes her neck up to kiss under Mirex’s chin, that being what she can reach without disturbing the embrace she’s in. ‘Thank you, my love. And you have more of me than I think you suspect. I know this is hard for you, and while I won’t lie to you, I also will be trying not to have anything … “in your face” that you’d rather not see. I do love you.’
“As long as I don’t have to be in the same room with her… I’ll be all right. I’m sorry I make it hard on you, my Countess. I know I fell kind of hard for you when we first started this but… I love you too, Adri. And it means so much to me that you love me.”
‘As you said earlier, my love – we’ll make this work. Over time, we’ll all need to compromise. The hard part will be making sure it happens fairly – which with three of us will be more work than with two.
‘Oh! And while I don’t know exactly what happened between you and Alex before, I know she’s hinted at knowing she needs to change some for this to work, too. So when I say “all”, I’m not just talking through my hat.’
“We’ll see if Alex can change…” she murmurs, “I know you aren’t just saying it to say it, darling. But Alex has always been like this, ever since we were girls. Always quick to rush into danger and run away from her duties. I used to create clones for her at parties so she could sneak off places, or we’d go hiding together. Lord Orlandu was cruel to her, there was no doubt but… I have a hard time putting Alex and ‘responsible’ in the same sentence.”
She sighs softly as she touches Adri’s brow with her lips, “Since we are all together, though, you deserve to know what happened before. Alex was my…well, my first relationship, after Cristian. I fooled around a bit with Nastya, which opened my eyes to enjoying women more then men, but Alex was my first… ‘girlfriend’ I suppose the term is. We were very happy together. I worked more at the palace then, so I wasn’t gone as much. But Alex would leave all the time, often without warning or a note. At least when I had to go, I told her where and why if I could, and always at least that I was going to be away. Alex would disappear for weeks, submerged in the bowels of the Priory for weeks or even months… no word, no note. We won’t even get into her reckless behavior in the field. That’s just something from when we were children. She couldn’t go anywhere without a scratch or some interesting injury. Anyway, I got tired of her abandoning me all the time. And I wanted a family. And children. Without Cristian I was robbed of that. So, I made a deal with him when we parted ways. When I was ready, he would grant me a child of my own, to carry in my own body and raise on my own. With Alex, despite her absences, I thought maybe we could be a family. She and I, and our child. But when I mentioned that, she…didn’t take it well.”
Mirex’s voice gets a bit thick at the memory. “She obviously wasn’t ready for that commitment… either with me or of a family. She left me almost right then and there.” She sighs bitterly. “And then she meets Minthe, and goes and gets married and talking of adopting and… she betrayed me, Adri. I can see she’s changed a bit, maybe, now but… I can’t just forget that easy. Alex hasn’t grown up yet… and I don’t know if I can trust her. She betrayed me just like he did. Just like Father even…”
Adri tilts her head, puzzled. ‘I’m not following that last bit, love… and I think it’s important. How do you mean?’
“Cristian betrayed me with Nastya… we were betrothed by the time he went on his first mission out of the Academy. That’s how they met. He told me about it after, and that was that… until Nastya came back fifteen years later and was mother to his first child. The child that should have been mine. Father raised me thinking he’d saved me from whatever had killed my parents. When he was the one that had killed them in the first place, on the Blade’s order. I know it was my parents’ last request of him, and the hardest thing he ever did. He let me see and feel his memory for myself to prove it. I love him and Cristian very much. And Alex. They are my family… but like my parents they’re all traitors. Maybe not to a King or Queen… but to me…. I’m the daughter of traitors though… I guess its only fitting….” Mirex hides her face in Adri’s hair and squeezes her for comfort for herself.
‘Oh, sweetheart!’ She tries to reach behind her to hug Mirex as best she can, not trusting her ability to squirm about in her lap safely in armour. ‘People make bad decisions and stupid mistakes, sometimes for what they’re sure are the best of reasons. And more often, I suspect, with no real thought at all until they try to make themselves feel good about it afterward. But – remember what I said before, about not liking the “whole family” policy? Even though I can understand it? It’s because betrayal on the scale of… well, the Mantle… is not inherently something that’s part of the whole family. You are not your birth parents, and there is nothing you deserve from their crimes.
‘When you were – I’m sorry, I forget whether you said nine or ten – would you have understood? Oh, never mind… you know that. That doesn’t change the hurt. I’m sorry you hurt, love. I will try my best not to hurt you in that way – but please do keep in mind that I’m only human, and young, and won’t always know what I’m doing. We’ll need to talk a lot to avoid having things happen by misunderstanding. But I will try, because I love you and don’t want to hurt you like that.’
Mirex smiles lovingly. “Thank you Adri… it’s all I ask. I know none of them… my parents, or Father and Cris and Alex… meant to hurt me on purpose. But they did. I… can forgive. Eventually. But I can’t forget or go back. You… you’re different, I hope. I want us to be different. If you’ll try… so will I. It’s all I can ask. I love you, Adri… and trust you.”
‘I will try, love. We will need to be clear on things that matter, though. My background is enough different from yours, that some things you’ll think should be obvious… won’t be, to me. And vice versa, but I’m more used to that, I suspect.’ She cranes up to kiss Mirex’s chin.
‘For example – birthdays. Not something the orphanage could afford to do much about when I was there – and mine isn’t known, anyway. So, while I’ve started to learn that one is supposed to pay attention to them, I don’t “get” them, or the customs around them.’
Mirex giggles. “Maybe with some luck, we’ll find out what yours is. I bet Jocasta knows, or the documents Pierre left. We can do whatever you like for birthdays though. I tend to forget mine and usually have to work anyway. I think I’ll make a bigger thing of them when I have a child though. Their birthday will be my new favorite day, I think. I hope.
"Do you ever want a party, or presents or anything for your birthday, darling? When we know when it is.”
‘One thing I’ve heard of doing for them… though it feels awfully self-indulgent… is getting to pick what and where we eat. But otherwise… I know it’s a silly attitude when I’m living in an actual house and all – well, when not at the Refuge – but presents are… um.’ She ponders a moment. ‘Presents just to have them is silly, to me. Just clutter, or things I’d have to take care of. If it’s something you really want to get for me, that’s different – but I wouldn’t hold those for birthdays, myself.’ She shrugs a little.
“That is the perk of being noble. You can afford a little self indulgence once in a while. I think really when it comes to birthdays, people like to celebrate with you because they are glad you are in their lives. Also, people just like the opportunity to be able to have fun with their friends and birthdays make excellent excuses to do that.” She giggles fondly. “Don’t worry..I’ll try not to get you too many presents. If we do find out what the exact day yours is, would you mind if I did try and find something special for you? It’d be my way of saying how happy I am you are alive, and how lucky I am you’re in my life.”
She giggles softly, nuzzling her lover. ‘Darling, I’m saying not to feel obligated just to add to clutter. For example, I’m likelier to bring you flowers for no special occasion other than seeing some that remind me of you – but that’s me. If you find something you want me to have, and for that reason, then I’m not about to tell you not to! Things like that – a present, flowers, whatever the gesture – are additional ways of saying “I love you”, and that’s not something I’ll tire of being told.’
“Hm… good. Because I’ll be finding ways to tell you that every day. Birthdays just mean I have an excuse to really go above and beyond a bit.” She giggles impishly. “It’s not an obligation. It’s because I want to. Always will be. I want to know when your birthday is, and I want to make it a special day for you.”
‘Well, when we find out, I guess I’ll have to let you.’ She giggles softly. ‘And when is yours? I don’t really know anyone’s….’
“19 Phoenix 1295 was when I was born. ” Mirex replied, then blushed slightly, “Ugh…now you know exactly how old I am… do you not love me now that you know I’m an old woman?” she asked teasingly.
She giggles shaking her head. ‘Only eleven years on me. Darlin’, I think the only sweethearts I’ve ever had who were younger than I am are sylvari, and that doesn’t count in the same way.’
“Well, all my sweethearts of late have been younger then me, which is strange to me for some reason.” She laughs softly. “Age doesn’t matter though. I love you, and you love me. That’s what’s important.”
She nods emphatically. ‘Exactly! If the gods grant us a long enough time together, well, then I suppose I’ll be helping take care of you in your old age. But otherwise? I’ve never cared that someone was older, and I still don’t.’
“Even if I’ve got no more teeth and you have to let me drool on you while you spoon feed me?” she counters playfully, and snuggles Adri against her. “I’ll never leave you, my darling. As long as you want me with you…I’ll be here. Old or not.”
‘Well, if comes to spoon-feeding you, I sincerely hope to shame our chlidren into it instead.’ Her eyes twinkle, despite her attempt to seem serious about that. ‘And I’ll be older then, too, and we’ll know each other even better. So why would I want not to be with you?’
“Hm…that’s a good point.” She tilts her head down to kiss Adri affectionately. “You know…in our line of work, I’m getting into ‘old’ territory but…Father’s over sixty and I don’t really think of him as that old. He’ll be a hundred and still young. I told him about a necromancer beautician that will make you younger once, and he laughed. Said he wouldn’t be living the dream of getting to grow old if he turned back the clock like that. I think I will though. I’ll stay young and beautiful just for you.”
‘Sweetheart… I used to be a mass of scars, and while I’m better at avoiding injury now, I’m sure I’ll acquire some again. And I’ll age. I’ve been with women much older than you are. The beauty I care about… is in how you love me. Not what you look like. If you want to do such things for you, that’s up to you. But you don’t ever need to for me.’
“But you’d like it if I stayed this way, right?” she asks as she looks down at Adri’s youthful face, her hand coming up to caress her cheek and trace her lips and jaw. “I know I don’t need to… but I might like to, if it pleased you.”
‘Sweetheart… you’re a mesmer, and I’m an enchanter with some illusion magic. If it comes to that, we can probably look like this forever, without such help. But I really don’t mind if we don’t. I mean, Alex’s mum looks pretty good to me, too. It’s not all about youth.’
“I know it’s not!” she protests. “But….” she sighs softly. “Mother does look amazing, although she’s really not that much older then me. About the same difference as you and I, really.” She blushes and chews her lip, “Would you hate me if I was just bein vain, my darling?” she asked.
‘I already told you, love. If you want to do that for you, then do it. I didn’t used to have a choice about such things, and that colours my reactions some. That and how many older women were nice to me when nobody else was. So, that’s another thing I’m a little different about, I suppose. That’s no reason why you can’t look like you want to.’
“Hm…I suppose.” She chews her lip again, looking slightly disappointed. “I guess we’ll see, hm?” She smiles a bit and kissed Adri before cuddling up with her again.
‘Yes, I suppose we shall.’ She kisses back and nuzzles more.
(( Time passes as they cuddle and nap. ))