‘There… are a lot of things I regret, really… and yet, I didn’t know any better at the time, and wouldn’t be who I am now without those experiences. I guess, by that, I mean that wishing I could change them… is too far-fetched for me to contemplate.
‘I suppose one big one is when I freaked out on Amari and ran off to Orr. That poor, sweet lass deserved a lot better from me. But she seems to have moved on, and interrupting her even to apologise seems… like it wouldn’t help her at all, and might make things worse, by reminding her.
‘And then…’ she pauses, eyeing Luna. ‘Well, you don’t remember… but at least some of the reason you don’t… would be another.’ She sighs. ‘And that’s pretty well beyond redemption, as well.’